”My nightmares bring deamons which haunt me with tireless endurance. The fear of losing the ones I love is omnipresent. I am afraid to sleep.“
lyrics
I cannot stand this feeling anymore
confusing thoughts
of a heavy mind
on papers all over the floor
dreams of a thousand fucking nights
still echoe in my aching head
how many pills to swollow down
'till i will finally forget
breathe in – caugh out
love lost - love found
sink in – break out
hope lost – hope found
with every passing day
another try to loose this feeling
why are we so in love with the ground
while we are bound to a fucking ceiling
„We are all rejected orphans of a died down past“
you can be sure If you catch one thought
that it will always fucking last
to stay and never leave again
a state of mind that is here to persist
and to erase a simple chance for a „live and let live“
to haunt me in my sleeps make it seem worse than a kiss
and rake my fucking longing for freedom and bliss
I'm so afraid that eventhough
i have tried my fucking best
i can't replace this emptiness
that gathers from your chest
please let me sleep one night through
without thinking of you
deepest blue
me and you
then you said:
rome has been burnt down
all the roads are leading nowhere
they are leading nowhere
we are leading nowhere
On their debut record, the London hardcore upstarts cross-up mosh-ready fare with melancholic ambient passages, weeping guitars, and virtuosic vocal harmonies, but its romantic veneer is much more complicated than it seems. Bandcamp Album of the Day Jan 30, 2019